Chapter 1: Killing My Patriarchal Father

In this chapter I’ll explain the importance of communal and hierarchical spaces to play, what they are, how I discovered them on my journey between the cities of Kyoto, Berlin and Stockholm, and why they ultimately must be destroyed.

Like Freud told me

Like father told me

Like they told me

It was bound to happen

When I was brave enough

After embracing it all

All the rituals and hierarchies

I don’t want it to be so meaningful

But it is

Surrendering to him

Dominating him

For now I am him