Grapevine Talks

Another muse on collective suffering

These love letters to my work is a big reason why I keep going. This time by Buzia / @nasty____organic on Instagram. Thank you, thank you, thank you.

Bow your head to the ritual of collective suffering


Dare to submit to pain


Clench your fist on the spikes connecting you


to the one with a plastic bag over their head

Is intimacy what you’re after?

Hold the rock over their head


and pray your muscles won’t fail you


Forced love story in the making


Locked into each others eyes


Lavender flower bridging your mouths


Nowhere to hide


How long can you last?


Tremble with the metal wedging into your heel


Begging to be connected to her with the stick


to feel the pain in your thigh extended to her rib


Eyes closed mouth open saliva dripping on the floor


what puddle you have created


Messy drooly thing shaking from exhaustion


Those watching are left with guilt for not surrendering


too weak to join?


No whips in sight


Collective human sculpture


Pain installation


Sounding flesh shaky (m/gr)oans


What are you suffering for?


Is that your sacrifice to feel one with others?


An hour has passed


You’ve been touched by many hands


Shaping you in your obedience


You’ve endured, transformed and alchemysed


The ritual left you high


The damp walls witnessing your process


The cold floor soaking up your spit, sweat and screams


What are you suffering for? Is it selfish?


Do just want to belong?

An hour has passed


You’re laying down


Is it really ever over?