These love letters to my work is a big reason why I keep going. This time by Buzia / @nasty____organic on Instagram. Thank you, thank you, thank you.
Bow your head to the ritual of collective suffering
Dare to submit to pain
Clench your fist on the spikes connecting you
to the one with a plastic bag over their head
Is intimacy what you’re after?
Hold the rock over their head
and pray your muscles won’t fail you
Forced love story in the making
Locked into each others eyes
Lavender flower bridging your mouths
Nowhere to hide
How long can you last?
Tremble with the metal wedging into your heel
Begging to be connected to her with the stick
to feel the pain in your thigh extended to her rib
Eyes closed mouth open saliva dripping on the floor
what puddle you have created
Messy drooly thing shaking from exhaustion
Those watching are left with guilt for not surrendering
too weak to join?
No whips in sight
Collective human sculpture
Pain installation
Sounding flesh shaky (m/gr)oans
What are you suffering for?
Is that your sacrifice to feel one with others?
An hour has passed
You’ve been touched by many hands
Shaping you in your obedience
You’ve endured, transformed and alchemysed
The ritual left you high
The damp walls witnessing your process
The cold floor soaking up your spit, sweat and screams
What are you suffering for? Is it selfish?
Do just want to belong?
An hour has passed
You’re laying down
Is it really ever over?

